My Philosophy
We all want to become better versions than we were yesterday so I see humans like the mystical phoenixes, going through many rebirth processes as we play the game of life. When we reach the adolescent stage, every positive, negative and neutral experience shaped our identity of 'who' we are. These beliefs are continuously reflected back to us by our external world such as I am a woman, I am a lawyer, I am loved, I am scared. We definitely enjoy all the positive traits, but we are less proud of our shadows. We like to just put them in a sealed box in some far away place to never deal with things we do not like.
The process of evolution is the driving force behind digging deeper into the ins-and-outs of our body, mind and spirit (i.e. our blueprint). Many years ago, I sought out the help of a therapist for my depression and after several sessions, costing a small fortune, I got a glimpse of the truth and even then I wasn't sure if this new belief was the best one I could start living now. I realized that I opened a can of worms because our issues are often multilayered. I did not want to keep spending money for such slow progress to find out the absolute Truth and turned to meditation for inner guidance. Unfortunately, even when I could meditate easily for an hour, I found that clarity did not come easily.
Why is this so difficult? If you are like me, we can be our worst enemy when it comes to implementing profound positive change in our lives. The reason for this is that finding out the absolute Truth behind our actions and behaviors is "protected" by our ego-mind, the part of our consciousness that keeps us safe. It does a very good job, a little too good if you ask me... All of us are subjected to the ego-mind, whether you believe it or not. The ego is the bouncer guarding the entrance of the subconscious club and therefore plays a significant role in both conscious and subconscious processes. The odds (subconscious mind) are stacked against you (conscious mind) because 90-95% of our brain power is directed to the subconscious realm. This place is a large databank storing literally every little detail of your life and past lives (quantum entanglement supports this claim (REF). Bypassing the ego and gaining access to the subconscious is in my opinion the one and only way to really understand what, how, where, and why because it has precise knowledge of the physical, mental, emotional, energetic and spiritual connections that make up our entire blueprint.